The Nairobi night was alive. It pulsed with rhythm and light, and the Kenyatta International Convention Centre rose in the heart of it all โ a proud sentinel, awash in neon and music.
It was the Kenyan Night Festival, where strangers became friends, lovers swayed until their shoes surrendered, and the city itself seemed to dance.
Monica had been counting down to this night for weeks.
She wore a flowing emerald-green dress that shimmered with every turn, her hair swept up to reveal the delicate line of her neck. Her laughter spilled freely, bright and intoxicating.
Beside her, Nelson โ her husband of nine years โ was charm in motion. He whispered jokes into her ear, his hands guiding her across the floor as if they still lived in the reckless days of their courtship.
Then, leaning close, he murmured, โGive me a minute, love. Need to hit the washroom.โ
Monica nodded, still buoyant from the music. She turned to dance with Joyce, her best friend since university. The two shared easy, familiar energy, but after several songs, Nelson had not returned.
A small knot of unease formed in her stomach. She excused herself, walking toward the corridor that led to the restrooms.
And there they were.
Nelson. Joyce.
Emerging together from the dim hallway, their heads bent close, laughter soft and conspiratorial. Joyceโs lipstick was faintly smudged. Nelsonโs collarย satย uneven. His eyes widened when he saw her.
โWhatโs going on?โ Monica asked, her voice calm but her gaze sharp.
โNothing, babe. We were just talkingโโ
โIn the washroom corridor? Together?โ
Nelson stammered. Joyce looked anywhere but at her.
โLetโs just go back to the party,โ he said, reaching for her hand. She stepped back. The warmth in her bones was gone.
Without another word, Monica turned, weaving through the crowd until the cool night air slapped her awake.
In the taxi home, Nairobiโs lights smeared into red and gold on the windows. Her hands trembled in her lap. She replayed every detail: Joyceโs eyes, Nelsonโs smile, the guilty space between them.
By the time she reached home, the nightโs magic had dissolved into a hollow ache. Sleep was a stranger.
An hour later, Nelson came in, voice low and pleading. โMonica, Iโm sorry. Itโs not what you think.โ
โNot what I think? I saw you. With her. My best friend.โ
She left the bedroom for the sofa, wrapping herself in a blanket while Nelsonโs footsteps retreated to their bed.
Morning brought no clarity.
Monica packed her suitcase in silence. There was no yelling, no grand scene โ just quiet resolve.
Jessica, her old college roommate, welcomed her in with warm tea and a listening ear.
โIโm so sorry,โ Jessica said, hugging her. โYou deserve better than a man who cheats.โ
She hesitated, then added, โMaybe heโs drawn to Joyce because sheโs curvier. You could join a gym โ not for him, but for you.โ
At first, Monica bristled. But as days passed, the thought took root. She didnโt want to win Nelson back; she wanted herself back.
Two weeks later, she walked into a gym that smelled of rubber mats and determination.
At first she was awkward, unsure. But each session stripped away not just weight but doubt. Her reflection began to smile again, proud and alive.
Thatโs when she met James.
A personal trainer with a warm laugh and a gift for listening, James asked about her life beyond the gym. He remembered the little things. He encouraged her without condescension. Their conversations moved from workouts to books, to fears, to dreams.
Meanwhile, Nelson began reaching out.
Calls. Flowers. Texts heavy with regret. He wanted the family whole again. And though Monicaโs wounds had hardened, history โ and the children they shared โ tugged at her.
โIโm so confused,โ she told Jessica. โWith James, I feel alive. With Nelsonโฆ itโs stability. For the kids.โ
Jessica asked, โIf you go back to Nelson, will you be happy? Or will you always wonder?โ
In the end, Monica went home.
For the children, for the walls she knew. Nelson welcomed her back with promises of change. But her heart wasnโt fully there.
She still saw James โ stolen coffees, late-night texts. The same fire she once accused Nelson of feeding, she was now tending in secret.
โYouโre playing with fire, Monica,โ Jessica warned. โSomeone will get hurt.โ
Monica knew she was right. But ending it with James felt like dimming the light sheโd only just rediscovered.
One evening, theย sunย melted into the Nairobi skyline. From her kitchen window, Monica could hear Nelson and the children laughing in the living room. Her phone buzzed โ a message from James.
She didnโt pick it up.
Her reflection looked older, not from years, but from the weight of choices.
โI donโt know what the future holds,โ she whispered. โBut I need to do whatโs bestโฆ for me, and for them.โ
The night deepened outside. Inside, Monica stood on the edge of loyalty and longing โ a woman learning that sometimes, survival is not in choosing the right path, but in finding the courage to walk it.
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